Sunday, November 14, 2010

Caught a Second Cattle Tick- Phenomenal ES & C





















Ha! I caught a second tick!








It was several days ago, that one night I was looking for programme . In fact I seldom went to DVD room myself, as I hardly had any patience to spend 2 hours on one story these days. And that "casual" night, I almost fell into asleep , but when I woke up to catch the end of the story- Oh it's funny some illegal traders were skipped by cops. I found there was a shadow moving on the couch. Turn on the light- Ha! another tick, I caught it and this time killed it with my own hand, and didn't find any blood either in its flat tummy. But my skin started itchy.



Before I entered the room, I noticed food on the floor and some "Black Swan Cheese". But as I did catch the tick along with some info here . I was totally confused by the intention of the incidents. As you know, the chance for me to get into DVD room is very low and accidental. Most people there were young girls and boys, and often couples to enjoy certain privacy especially during night. I felt somehow the tick wasn't dropped at me like last time.



The second morning, I found a very tall girl stood back me in the toilet, she wore elegant white pattern with black flowers, and was using a hair dryer. And I suddenly remembered that I should have talked to her . That afternoon, she opened the door of TV room and asked me "Where is the DVD room?" As I directed her the position , she asked me if I was to come for the DVD with her, and I said no to her. Somehow, at the moment she holding the hairxdryer behind me, I felt it was her dropped the tick.


It's, of course my speculation but that day she checked out swiftly. But I was still confused.



Here I need to tell everyone bit background of the things here. We frequently see lot young girls many of them were found through either student union sexual consultation from universities nearby , or church that helps to accommodate poor young people, or certain job recruiter. They have a common name " Evangelican Student" , "ES " or "S". Many of them were recommended to match making a young man, and these young men somehow to share a common goal with the, special inspiration provided from women.


It's funny that apart from groups of young men and women recruited separately, I found they also have site supervisors. And their goals is to improve so called their "happy time" , and improve the skills for the young girls, and sometimes they used consultation, and some other times, they do hard job. And that is certain threats. Germs or insects.


On this position , is generally , female. Yes they understand most men are seldom that hard to women. But what makes a women tough to women, so as to control them with these measures???


I wonder if they had any bad emotional experiences, so the hard feeling between women has been fully used in such case- just to be tough. And these women applied on this position would have certain inferior feeling although they don't look any worse from any normal people- to ensure their efficiency . As they do work among group of selected beauty.


Yet, I didn't find it a very enjoyable job for them either, when they are hard to find problem to pick- instead of feeling achieved with the result, some of them actually felt stressed. And I wonder where is this stress from. The answer is - it may from themselves from their inferiority complex that had became the drive to their work.


The tick incident found the night after her leaving the job, apparently some new chief had been among the crowd.


She's shortly back, the tall girl, this time with a young boy. I wondered if she's very unlucky on men, as she seemed to grab anyone who could get to role play boy friend, but as I spotted, they were not related. - Is she that desperate?


It's that weird, I accidentally heard some of the very few conversation she had with one of the girls. And the girl told her that she's at the beach and was afraid of sharks. And the second day the girl was caught bites from bugs!!



Yeah, no wonder, just two days ago, another girl said the weather was so bad that she was at beach, and now it's all cold! For me, I was just enjoying the rain that this area much needed and didn't find anything wrong!



Yesterday, the tall girl come in with T-shirt, today after another girl - she was sleeping right under her , bitten, she dressed up like going to a great festival.



For me, I never supported such value of quick matching in relationship, and for the society it has been huge disruption. Is it possible that for some others, due to personal unhappiness , they would actually stood somehow very close to me? That is the fact- they don't like the matches either.




Now I found the fundamental element that both makes the whole function and breaks it - that is the drive of jealousy between women. Simple is that, a jealous women to harm any other woman is so easy, but how could they simply bear other women charming, enjoying relationship, more wealthy and successful than themselves?



So the fact is, some of them have to quit due to their own stress on their achievement and some simply do opposite. Instead of using their weapon to punish the women didn't work at all, some does on women that works.



This discovery has been very amusing to me, but it demonstrate one thing. No one whose motive totally based on oneself is reliable. Now you see jealousy used to achieve organisational success now is serving against its purpose.



Although I guess we may at times share similar disagreement on these ES girls. There's still difference.



However, both dramatically and humorously, when the two negative elements of the organisational plan added up, it canceled each other out, and eventually had a positively result.



Not only these ES girls were scared of heading beach, the boys are contacting each other saying situation at the beach. How amazing that jealousy and bully in every trade, and bad managers everywhere!!!























































































Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Caught a Cattle Tick

Several weeks ago, I caught a tick .



It was weekend night around 2 :30 am Saturday morning , I was waken by noise and sat in the middle of the corridor, and saw people passing by.



Firstly , when I opened the door of DVD room, I saw a couple was sleeping in the couch. The boy then swore. But what impressed me was the stinky smell from the room. And I then said" sorry , it's public room". Then I turned off the light and left.



I was then back to the seat , and found there was a girl sitting there on the call. As I sat near her, there was some blended smell , with both alcohol and stinky stocking. She wore long black stocking. After a while she left.



A short while later, I went back to the DVD room, and turned on the light. The couple buried themselves in the quilt, and the boy buried his head. I looked around asked the girl , as I saw her awake, if she had seen any chocolate muffins, she said "no". And I then asked her if she had seen any tax invoice, she didn't answer me. The room was shockingly stinky. And as I let some fresh air in, I heard the girl kept coughing.



Why girls are so stinky tonight???



Shortly after a while, I found a tick on my blanket wrapped around me as moving around. I caught it alive with blanket protected hand, and showed it to the boys passed by. It was then killed on table. It had legs at front part with a big round belly- at this time it didn't seem to have any food yet.



I had used some herb product during the shower, but the blanket wasn't cleaned at the time.



Here we may explain the odd phenomenon why girls are sometimes stinky.



And a second signal is : they don't even wait for relationship developed fully. What risk one is taking just sit around?



Somehow I get a strong sense that the tick was dropped by the girl in stinky stocking, as I found the tick when I sat back to the couch, it could be left on the seat.



I few days later, I met her in the toilet found her somehow amused . And there's always such expression on her, a bit tricky twinkle. She then stood there, endlessly brushing and twisting her hair, to make herself back. And she was waiting right outside the toilet while it being cleaned, and ready to come back as soon as the cleaning finish!!



But a few days later, I found her approaching another boy, and then a third- sitting very close.She changed her hair style sometimes, and this time she was in black stocking again !!!



I can be sure that these girls are physically related with the ticks.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Culture in Sect

Distance between surface and nature forever puzzling human being. So that all human science , art and religion all target at one thing- that is nature.



Religion, for my own understanding, is social science, education and solution on social problems.






Taoism is about evolvement of nature , knowledge for one to choose wise stand and handle on each single stage . However , as it's about the principle of evolvement behind things, it has never provided a detailed solution on definite situation but a wise principle is being taught that is suit to the same phenomena.


Teaching on Taoism- the future science for human, there's one prerequisite: the capability to see the nature. But as most people are not able to even get close to, it's very difficult to understand evolvement of stages of nature in consequences then to handle further wisely with knowledge.




So the traditional magic of Taoism does use some supernatural ceremony to show the exact "phenomenon". However, even so, the answer could be largely limited and twisted by the interpretation of the "fortune teller". As even so, to understand these texts, not only one need language, but most important how real world functions in practical way.




Yet, practising Taoism and Zhou Yi, is easy for one to have a developing view on everything. That is to say, not only one is to see the very nature at one stage, but where it from and where it goes to and what's better way of handle - all these information may come in naturally in short time as habitual conscience. However these massive information is very hard to explain in details as teaching to everyone in short time. So that people may have lots question. However the basic thing they need to study first is to access the nature as the basis of a building.



All these attributes of Taoism decides that, although it provides ultimate principle that suits thousands same phenomenon in eternal universe, a bridge for most people in the world is in larger demand, and that is " Buddhism".




Yet, religions are used for problems in reality. And sometimes the problems are so pressing to many beings in such short time so that the first response to use Taoism to solve the problems, most effectively, is to directly study and translate them into actual practical guides, for many people to have definite ideas to follow. While we do find lots people still have problem in practice and following instruction when trying to understand it as principle- and the problem is substantially in their understanding especially when their knowledge and handle are limited by weakness from themselves- the basis . And true realisation of the world is just Buddhism trying to resolve at first place.




And with regarding to solve pressing problem in short time, although I do encourage people to try to understand each solution I have set there rather than follow blindly, people in management level often find strictly disciplined people can be used much more effectively even without full understanding, suppose clear and wise guide has been given. Then at least, the pressing problem may get immediately relief on social level when millions involved.Then at least quick social solution can be reached.




When I think of these problems , I then understand, why human religions come in these different forms. And most of them with detailed disciplines- these are all teaching targeting at very specific problems , while most people unable to understand and solve by themselves.- Then they become religious follower- and it worked at the specific time and the location.




In the other hand, for these people whose understanding hasn't been fully built up, as time goes by, such rigid following will be less adaptive to changing circumstances and will cause problems.











Buddhism is the methodology that helps people to break the traps of surface so as to reach the nature. These are often from ourselves, ego, self interest, desires, moods and experiences . With my understanding , so said Buddhism is to escape from any senses to reach so called peace or emptiness is a twist. It's to avoid the twists from all senses so as to reach the Nature. And it should not abandon these senses itself, but to sharpen them. So Buddhism is bridge toward Taoism. And many sects of Buddhism are simply the study with different methods. The study of difference between surface and nature in the core of Buddhism.




For many people who still struggling on the truth , the first method recommend is to sharpen their senses and manage their senses, so that these senses would help them to deepen their knowledge instead of twisting. Eyes and ears are also what The Holy Bible mentioned as general weakness among human being in New Testament.




It seemed that no other religion value peace and harmony as much as Christianity. The Holy Bible was recorded in historical form, for people to study and to understand as history, although the capability of understanding has always been the limitation. And when many of them trying to simply achieve personal peace, we found, it may not definitely mean peace of the world. Sometimes even deepen the conflicts and suffering.




We may also find not everyone need Buddhism for its first usage, if they do have such ability to see the cores with naturally purified selves.




Gautama, at the age of 35, meditated under a sacred fig tree -called Bod hi or peepal tree and found the ultimate solution for the whole human being from cycling suffering. So the tree has become symbol of enlightenment.




In ancient China, there're two monks using Buddhism poem to depict their understanding to Buddhism. One poem is :




The body is peepal tree, and the heart is bright mirror stand.




Always be diligent in cleaning , and allow no dust to land.




And another is




There's no tree named "peepal", and the bright mirror is also not a stand




Originally there's no a single thing, where the dust would land on?




The author of the later is Hui Neng, the six Patriarch of Zen Buddhism, and the former from a senior apprentice named Sheng Xiu under the fifth patriarch Hong Ren. And Hui Neng founded the "sudden enlightenment" as compare to " gradual enlightenment".




Now practically, it's not necessary to detail the difference on the methodology. But in my own case, I never find Buddhism was very beneficial , and often felt drowsy on the words. Yet after a long walk, I can understand everything . That is, when a human is free from all the twists of own weakness, then the ability to nature is for everyone. So the biggest enemy of people are themselves.




And the reason Buddhism has become the ultimate solution for human being, is that it arouses the capability and wisdom from every heart , in order to achieve peace in a world level.




Buddhism has just become nurture to myself at the latest stage, after studied Taoism . Taoism is the structure, and Buddhism , apart from the earliest stage access to the truth, as a methodology when developed, would be in practical use based on fundamental knowledge about form and core. And such understanding enrich the tool to achievement, so as to reach unlimited capability with the knowledge of evolvement of nature.




However, although many people would be happy for it, their practice always twisted and would be limited largely as a result. And the fundamental reason is they are still unable to differentiate clearly between form and core. And they have too much efforts working on "changing forms" which distracts them from pressing core handling. Some others messed up form and cores, and when they thought they were working on forms, they DO harm the basic function in cores. And some others, still limited by their conscience, as many are self interested. So they do not realise such principle of "forms", and it would be hard to manage on social level especially in face of pressing issues.




In the other hand, when many people just discovered the "shape shifting" capability, and pleased at it, don't forget many have been experts at it. However, these people themselves are not able to reach such freedom on mastering the things in universe because of their insufficient knowledge on nature that they have to walk a long way to find out on their limitation, despite their skills is enough to put them on a high status in human society. And the question is still the nature being trapped by their skills.




As all of the distraction and misdirects mostly from the first steps, all I suggest is for people to go back to strengthen on their first step about realisation on difference between forms and nature by developing and mastering their senses. When they've gain the access to the basics, then try the solutions I have structured, then try to understand them. As I believe the capability to handle the issues decide the limitation of one's freedom and decide the capability. If one has too much fear then compromise is very easy , and result would be largely limited on social level. And with Taoism, the reason we study danger is to get out from it. Then for the convenience, instead of deliberately showing this or that form, I suggest the opposite- that is to eliminate the shows. And communication would simply valid as it's clear enough to receiver. When we simplify the efforts on "shows", we can avoid unnecessary trouble, then focus more on the basis. For the understanding of learning cycle, it's not possible to build further without solid basis. And we need to bring such simplicity in learning, with my experience such building, for the long run, would be faster, than messed up at first places with all distractions and then have to correct. And I can be sure, especially on a society level to confronting and pressing issues, it would be much more effective.Then only when very necessary, elaborate on "forms". Then we would have access to natural refinement of methods, to let all methods serve directly the goal, instead of trapping it.




In fact, Islam is such religion that build up one's ability to truth with very strict will power and religious discipline. Apparently this is another way of the god's lab for the basis. Especially at the early stage of human history, when there's not enough for people to study and compare so as to understand any principle of method. Yet, simply the ability and value to truth, and will power to conquer one's own weakness is enough to reach social effectiveness in short time, - when under wise guide. However just as I stated earlier, there's time problem also for such rigid disciplinary obedience without understanding. So on basics ,Muslims may become the first to practice Taoism more easily, however they need to increase their understanding of history and methods , so that they may become more capable and adaptive. Although skipping the necessity for the first practice of Buddhism, they do need to understand the difference between form and core, so as to use more adaptively and let the understanding to enrich their methods. With such space for development - No wonder in The Holy Koran , you can see lots very detailed disciplinary guide, while you may as well get a feeling that this book has never been finished and completed. -This is cot for the early human.




Historical study and understanding on phenomena and consequences of handles are almost not possible when history wasn't available abundantly. And a very important way to understand much deeper is through comparison- not only to difference, but also to similarity. And I believe that's the reason of different practices of religion. And there's a necessity for people to question the existence of differences. As knowledge comes from ignorance. And when people don't feel them lack of knowledge, it's not possible to accept more. Then there's no advancement of human being.- This is Taoism the ultimate function of universe.




So that then there would be much less conflicts between culture and religions. So I do believe the ultimate solution of mankind does exist in Buddhism, as it provide method of enlightenment to everyone. People with natural ability to Taoism is very limited and that's not enough for world peace. And larger scale of people need methods. Then Buddhda or god , or enlightment will be in every corner.























Saturday, October 2, 2010

Notice of New Menthol Formula

A few notice

1> Keep body space to girls , especially strange girls. As I found they are as low as to drop ticks even without touches or any development of relationships.

Also please do not invite kids to your home

2> A few herbal insect repellent has been recommended, but I also found some problem in these products said to have effective herbal ingredients.

Please smell it before purchase. None of the herbal repellent should be sweet scent, some of them are even less pleasing. A medically effective mint - menthol product should be pungent enough. I believe sweet scent ingredients- like vanilla overtaking smell of repellents would equal ineffective repellents.

An "eagle" branded medicated oil product has been found, and claimed to be in "German formula", 50% of its ingredients is untold, however it does contain ethanol and salicylate. And I believe perfume making sugar and spices has been added as the untold ingredients.

It is suggested not to use it in insect stings. Ethanol itself is wet and hot although it's volatile chemical. And its percentage over 50% , seems to design to against its original purpose.Smell of sugar would attract insects.

Eagle brand is a product of mixture volatile mint products and chemical extraction of opposite nature according to Chinese medicine. So although there's certain sense of volatilising, from its overall small to its chemical nature, the formula has been designed to cancel out all possible function of insect repellent and insect sting swells.

Please do not use it in sting related disease and prevention.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Hearing Overtone

If you can hear such fear, pain and loneliness in Raoul Moat's last minute; and if you can hear such slice of pleasing lightness also in the music of Sa Ding Ding' Ha Ha Li Li, you can understand better about the music.



Raoul Moat was reported as a dangerous and aggressive serial killer that murdered one man and even shot to police - such a image of devil monster. However, if you can hear the meaning in his howl , you will know he used to be clean. fear from confronting outside world - that he hadn't automatically seeking for victims as cold-blooded devil. His weapon had been used for defence, seemed to be the only way to expel the fear that's surrounding. And he had suffered from huge pain.




Also if you can hear such pleasant lightness, you know this said to be one of the top singer of the world isn't completely innocent. And if you know more about the background of the music, then I tell you from her voice she's at least partially satisfied.And the music itself much more than beauty.



The massive distance between surface and nature of things forever puzzling us. And what you see and hear may always not exactly what it is. so that in fact, all the human science , religion and arts, all share a very common ultimate goal , that is truth- what IS it after all?


For my understanding, Taoism is the evolution of nature, knowledge that based on the realisation of the nature at each stage. Buddhism is the methodology that helps people to break the trap of surface so as to reach the nature. Yet these traps are often within people themselves, from their ego, desires and experiences. But with my own understanding, so said Buddhism is to escape from any senses to reach so called peace or emptiness is a twist. It's to avoid the twist from all senses so as to reach the Nature . And it should not abandon these senses itself, so Buddhism is methodology to reach Taoism.


Art is the pathway to our senses, without our senses we would never know what's happening in the outside world. However with our eyes, ears and our heart we would know.So instead of abandon senses, we should develop sharp senses so as to reach close enough to the core.



Everything practical in this world all includes the nature,and its form . And any field has developed skills. And the nature is how exactly it is, form is how it's expressed, and level of skill means capability and refinement in delivery. And the more refined tools one used to reach the greatest and accurate effect( nature) , the more skillful art it is. Things in the world are in such varieties, and its form even more colourful. However the measure to the art has its principle, that is : what is the nature, and what form you choose and how efficiently you deliver it. And to people lost in the first place, to make better arts by simply stuffing in more technique is useless for the improvement of quality of arts. And they will lost. However, it's so simple and valuable suggestion while most people refuse to take- because of their ego. Here their ego is the obstacle to the nature, and also to the art. While we have to correct the concept, that art is only an expression of individual, it's about one's understanding to some particular thing- and that means taste. As excluded from the world, one can digest from oneself for art inspiration is very very narrow and lifeless.



Many people unable to get close to the first place, they don't know what it is and they have totally no direction for any technique. And when Buddhism is twisted as exclude one from senses, then there will be question on inspiration, only when it becomes a channel to the nature, it help to build such way of deliver.




For the music of Sa Ding Ding, to individual, and to the world as the voice of music always honestly reveals oneself , is as valuable as a documentary film. To such angle, it's true. However when we value it as an art work, there's ultimate direction it must seek for, and it's misplacement from confusion. The effect from the combination of pleasing lightness and the very dark nature of the background of music producing some creeping witchcraft effect with onimous smell. However, if you do realise the relation between the form and nature, then you will find the problem more in performance and sound recording than music language itself. And further lyric may help you to understand the goal of its creators.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Regulation Vs Mushroom = Effectiveness Vs Promise

Due to crash down of banking system- they seem to be losing credit gradually, effective treatment on upcoming disease are virtually unable to organise. The control of the disease in public level now totally rely on public awareness. However although there has been signs of grouping activity involving increasingly trading dangerous food product, especially flours of varies nature. These group activities are continue to be pampered. neither do we see a genuine touch down on current banking system in regulation and discipline, so as to directly interrupt such organisational work. Although I've committed to public interest, the power of action remained in government, which is beyond my control. Now the fact is, the tendency is gradually growing out of control.The mushroom is growing ,with both the hindrance on accessible medicine and active control on the very source. Yet whoever starts it would not have ability to stop it, neither do our government have factual fiscal ability to offer their pamper .

The undisciplined banking industry staff operation, including directly changing data and record on system, open accounts without proper and genuine IDs, and fixing balance sheet with changing on data, moreover using funds from other accounts to fix the hole in the balance with free will. These operation when we notice , is shocking, unethical, unprofessional, and chaotic.A large damage of bank institutional image of integrity. Its huge irresponsibility yet provide huge convenience to criminal while some others struggle to finance themselves and keep their banking related privacy. This poses huge financial security and personal security concern, and may even directly paralyse normal social commercial and business function. The result on society scale as harm to economy is easily visible as money from work disappeared freely and flowing into criminal funnel chancel,with which to spin back to the circle of damage, digging further holes in the balance and economy.

Further danger exist in largely covered IT system, people would struggle to keep their personal information. Moreover the threats of losing value documents connections , to insane extend.And privileged criminals using these easily available information to further interrupt business activity, so as to gain advantage and huge wealth . When such privilege does exist, and large insecurity in network does exist, however missing the strict terms of regulation, the expansion of the network or broadband, just means the expansion of losing control and security.

These are the two new areas having increasingly serious problem that need to be regulated and handled using technology. However this is beyond my power. Although I suggest and support collection of information and regulation on these issues, the work has to be done by genuinely effective and responsible authority.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Household Hazard Checklist and Handling

The financial crisis is caused by housing and real estate market. The consequences hasn't fully passed for many countries, we have seen so many governmnet Housing Department seem to use the uttermost of power in their hand, for extortion and more profit. These villains are very greedy and the range of their damage is wide to household. Here's a checklist on the risk post to household, and they need careful handle in details. Please tick the box one by one. 1 Keys Know who exactly has the key -

  • Landlord Real state manager or agent Sharemate

  • Who possibly has the key

  • shorterm hired workers

  • People borrow other keys or accessories on your keyring Handling :


  1. If permit, change the lock

  2. have a second lock from inside or outside

  3. watch everyone approaching house, if you have question and doubt on them , just question them straight more assertively including the real estate agency.

  4. Know you sharemate well , best to share among known friends

  5. Do not choose share rooms without locks If you rent a room and not permitted, you should know your limit of safety. And prudently avoid bad timing. The time is usually at night between 12pm-6pm


Router of facility and hazards


You need to know



  • where these are and

  • what hazard they are potentially posing inside and outsdie your building


  • Power points and lines

  • Energy pipe

  • water pipe

  • insulation facility
1 .Security check and maintaince on the key points of facility 2 .have torch ready 3 .have a dog , watch over the animal policy of the location. Do not purchase house not allowing /over strict with pets and dogs. Plant herbs in your garden for animals. 4. for Insulation damage , government must be responsible for loss if done by governmental project Personal information and privacy - family members

  • Who are in your household

  • Who and where to obtain their information

  • where are they going to everyday

Kids



  • watch nurses and nanny

  • school enviroment and hazard

  • food provided by school

  • school door management

  • Out door traffic

  • after school guardiance and control on kids

  • eudcation on kids about hazards like location and people
Aged people

  • take them home

  • keep contacts - in case certain legal agreements made against people's will

  • If they do not have any relatives then they have to apply wiser manner.
Family Finance Though as principle, all finance institute must strict on their commitment to clients privacy, but nowdays there're more and more outlaw breachment that directly threatens people's finance state. There're very limit on a personal level to do , apart from choosing reliable services. They are

  • Accountant

  • bank account and morgage

  • Insurance

  • facility maintance and repair

  • Utility bills
The only thing people can do is to choose reliable people and service. Yet to society level this effort is very limited,and before you know the service less reliable, you may have been sold and ripped off, unless having a government strict on regulation and protect people's finance and privacy. Enviroment

  • Council signal

  • Pathway to home around and buildings in 3 dimension

  • facility like police station

  • Exits of your own house in case of emergency

  • Available transport and timetable around

  • medical facilities /Violence
This happenes very occasional, yet to prevent any possible damages, people should be ready at any time

  • Check the facility condition of their windows and gates and how firm they are, to have realistic estimation when things happen

  • Have emergency plan and the immediate hideout or exit way.

  • Try best to go through different routes every day.

  • Have facility like torch ready, and have prudence when power cut off, and do not immediately open the door. You may just call police straight if this is at night.

  • Observation : any issues, threats, signal people strange cars

  • Leave the light outside on during the night, or use sensor lights, to reduce possibility of stalking to close range.

  • If you have already received threats, I suggest you arrange an alternative place over night especially upon signals. The most possible time from crime is between midnight to dawn break. People live in suburb should arrange immeidately upon receiving of threats.